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• the end of the world
  skeeter davis

  • why does the sun go on shining
    why does the sea rush to shore
    don’t they know / it’s the end of the world
    cause you / don’t love me anymore

    why do the birds go on singing
    why do the stars glow above
    don’t they know / it’s the end of the world
    it ended when i lost your love

    i wake up in the morning / and i wonder
    why everything’s the same / as it was
    i can’t understand / no i can’t understand
    how life goes on the way it does

    ☆why does my heart go on beating
    why do these eyes of mine cry
    don’t they know / it’s the end of the world
    it ended when you said / goodbye

    ☆repeat (first two lines spoken)

    why does the earth go on spinning
    why does the moon fly through rain
    for they know / it’s the end of the world
    and someday / i will love again

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  • skeeter davis
    Link: m.youtube.com/watch

  • skeeter davis
    acoustic
    Link: m.soundcloud.com/ditasrugova/the-end-of-the-world-skeeter-davis-1

  • vivianna
    piano
    Link: m.youtube.com/watch

  • kappa danielson
    guitar
    Link: m.youtube.com/watch

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• scarcity for profit
  • incentive to adulterate
  • cordyceps and arsenic

    • http://www.scmp.com/news/china/society/article/1909837/highly-prized-caterpillar-fungus-declared-danger-health-chinas

      wikipedia says one symptom of arsenic poisoning is drowsiness

      https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arsenic_poisoning

      also increases risk of stroke http://m.stroke.ahajournals.org/content/28/9/1717

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• manipulating beliefs about losing control causes checking behaviour
  jean-philippe gagné, adam s. radomsky 2017
  doi.org/10.1016/j.jocrd.2017.08.013

  • •A broader conceptualization of beliefs about control over thoughts is proposed.
    •A manipulation of beliefs about control with a focus on losing control is tested.
    •Manipulating beliefs about a potential loss of control led to checking behaviour.
    •Checking behaviour predicted a lower desire for control.
    •Beliefs about losing control should potentially be targeted during CBT.

    Cognitive theories of obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) posit that maladaptive beliefs lead to the development of symptoms. However, psychometric studies have provided mixed evidence regarding whether beliefs about control over thoughts predict OCD symptoms above and beyond other obsessive beliefs. Clinical reports have documented concerns among those diagnosed with OCD regarding a potential loss of control over their thoughts and behaviour, indicating that broadening the scope of beliefs about control by integrating aspects of losing control may better explain their role in OCD. In this study, 133 undergraduate participants underwent a bogus EEG session and received (positive or negative) false feedback about the possibility that they may lose control over their thoughts and behaviour, and completed a task asking them to control the pace of pictures. As hypothesized, participants in the high (versus low) beliefs about losing control condition checked significantly more often which keys they should use to control the pictures, t(106.95) = 2.28, p = .02, d = .44, demonstrating that manipulating beliefs about control can impact checking behaviour when a potential loss of control is emphasized. Also, checking behaviour predicted a lower desire for control, such that compulsions may be seen as opportunities to re-establish disrupted control cognitions.

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• you raise me up
  secret garden

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• race and recession: effects of economic scarcity on racial discrimination
  krosch, amy r. et al. 2017
  doi.org/10.1037/pspi0000112

  • When the economy declines, existing racial disparities typically expand, suggesting that economic scarcity may promote racial discrimination. To understand this pattern, we examined the effect of perceived scarcity on resource allocations to Black and White American recipients, and tested whether this effect depends on a decision maker’s motivation to respond without prejudice. We proposed that scarcity would lead to increased discrimination among those with relatively low internal motivation but not those high in internal motivation. Indeed, we found that when resources were framed as scarce (vs. abundant or a control condition), low-motivation participants allocated less to Black than White recipients, whereas high-motivation participants allocated more to Black than White recipients (Studies 1 and 2). This pattern was strongest when decisions could be made deliberatively (Study 3), and anti-Black allocation bias emerged even in a non-zero-sum context (Studies 4 and 5), suggesting a strategic bias directed against Black recipients rather than in favor of White recipients. These findings indicate that the psychological perception of scarcity can produce racial bias in the distribution of economic resources, depending on the motivations of the decision maker—an effect that may contribute to the increase in racial disparities observed during economic stress

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• swing voting in the 2016 presidential election in counties where midlife mortality has been rising in white non-hispanic americans
  usama bilal et al. 2017
  doi.org/10.1016/j.socscimed.2017.11.050

  • •Changes in mortality can be seen as a marker of social upheaval.
    •The results of the 2016 US presidential election were unexpected by many.
    •Mortality was a strong correlate of voting patterns in the 2016 US election.
    •Wider health inequalities were also correlated with shifting voting patterns.

    Understanding the effects of widespread disruption of the social fabric on public health outcomes can provide insight into the forces that drive major political realignment. Our objective was to estimate the association between increases in mortality in middle-aged non-Hispanic white adults from 1999 to 2005 to 2009–2015, health inequalities in life expectancy by income, and the surge in support for the Republican Party in pivotal US counties in the 2016 presidential election. We conducted a longitudinal ecological study in 2764 US counties from 1999 to 2016. Increases in mortality were measured using age-specific (45–54 years of age) all-cause mortality from 1999 to 2005 to 2009–2015 at the county level. Support for the Republican Party was measured as the party’s vote share in the presidential election in 2016 adjusted for results in 2008 and 2012. We found a significant up-turn in mortality from 1999 to 2005 to 2009–2015 in counties where the Democratic Party won twice (2008 and 2012) but where the Republican Party won in 2016 (+10.7/100,000), as compared to those in which the Democratic Party won in 2016 (−15.7/100,000). An increase in mortality of 15.2/100,000 was associated with a significant (p < 0.001) 1% vote swing from the 2008–2012 average to 2016. We also found that counties with wider health inequalities in life expectancy were more likely to vote Republican in 2016, regardless of the previous voting patterns. Counties with worsening premature mortality in the last 15 years and wider health inequalities shifted votes toward the Republican Party presidential candidate. Further understanding of causes of unanticipated deterioration in health in the general population can inform social policy.

• independent relationship of changes in death rates with changes in us presidential voting
  lee goldman et al. 2018
  doi.org/10.1007/s11606-018-4568-6

  • Dr. Goldman and colleagues hypothesized that changes in health outlook may have affected the outcome of the 2016 presidential election. To test this hypothesis, they used publicly available data from each of the country’s 3,112 counties to compare changes in presidential voting from 2008 to 2016 with changes in death rates. The analysis controlled for race/ethnicity, income, education, unemployment rates, health insurance rates, and other factors.
    Both 2016 presidential candidates received fewer votes than the 2008 Republican and Democratic presidential candidates in 398 counties. And while President Trump fared better than Senator John McCain in 2,607 counties, Secretary Hillary Clinton surpassed President Obama’s percentage of the vote in only 108 counties.
    Counties with a net gain in the percentage of individuals who voted for the Republican candidate had a 15 percent higher 2015 age-adjusted death rate than counties with a net gain in Democratic voters. The increase in death rates due to alcohol, drugs, and suicide was also 2.5 times higher in counties where Republicans made gains compared with counties where Democrats made gains.
    “It’s commonly argued that President Trump won by receiving more votes from people who have been left behind economically — especially older, less-educated, and less-urban, white voters,” said Dr. Goldman. “Based on our data, we can also say that changes in life expectancy were an independent factor in voting choices. Reduced health prospects are an important marker of dissatisfaction, discouragement, hopelessness, and fear — sentiments that may have resonated with voters who sided with President Trump. Although correlation does not imply causality, our findings also suggest that plausible improvements in life expectancy in Michigan, Pennsylvania, and Wisconsin might have shifted their electoral votes to Secretary Clinton.
    “Regardless of your political persuasion, our paper suggests that if health disparities were important enough to influence presidential voting, they may have an even broader impact on our country’s future than we had imagined,” said Dr. Goldman. “It also highlights how much work remains to reduce health disparities.”

  • abstract In 2016, President Trump increased the Republican presidential vote percentage in 83.8% of counties compared with Senator McCain in 2008. Counties with an increased Republican vote percentage in 2016 vs. 2008 had a 15% higher 2015 age-adjusted death rate than counties with an increased Democratic vote percentage. Since 2000, overall death rates declined by less than half as much, and death rates from drugs, alcohol, and suicide increased 2.5 times as much in counties with Republican gains compared with counties with Democratic gains. In multivariable analyses, Republican net presidential gain in 2016 vs. 2008 was independently correlated with slower reductions in a county’s age-adjusted death rate. Although correlation cannot infer causality, modest reductions in death rates might theoretically have shifted Pennsylvania, Michigan, and Wisconsin to Secretary Clinton.

    Conclusions
    Less of a reduction in age-adjusted death rates was an independent correlate of an increased Republican percentage vote in 2016 vs. 2008. Death rates may be markers of dissatisfactions and fears that influenced the 2016 Presidential election outcomes.

• fear, populism, and the geopolitical landscape: the ‘sleeper effect’ of neurotic personality traits on regional voting behavior in the 2016 brexit and trump elections
  martin obschonka et al. 2018
  doi.org/10.1177/1948550618755874

  • Two recent electoral results—Donald Trump’s election as U.S. president and the UK’s Brexit vote—have reignited debate on the psychological factors underlying voting behavior. Both campaigns promoted themes of fear, lost pride, and loss aversion, which are relevant to the personality dimension of neuroticism, a construct previously not associated with voting behavior. To that end, we investigate whether regional prevalence of neurotic personality traits (neuroticism, anxiety, and depression) predicted voting behavior in the United States (N = 3,167,041) and the United Kingdom (N = 417,217), comparing these effects with previous models, which have emphasized the roles of openness and conscientiousness. Neurotic traits positively predicted share of Brexit and Trump votes, and Trump gains from Romney. Many of these effects persisted in additional robustness tests controlling for regional industrial heritage, political attitude, and socioeconomic features, particularly in the United States. The “sleeper effect” of neurotic traits may profoundly impact the geopolitical landscape.

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• someone like you
  adele
  makiaea

  • i heard / that you’d settled down
    that you / found a boy and you’re married now
    i heard that your dreams came true
    guess he gives you things, i couldn’t give to you

    old friend, why are you so shy?
    it ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the light

    ☆i hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
    　but i couldn’t stay away, i couldn’t fight it
    　i’d hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
    　that for me, it isn’t over

    ★never mind, i’ll find someone like you
    　i wish nothing but the best, for you too
    　don’t forget me, i beg, i remember you said
    　sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

    you know / how time flies
    only yesterday / was the time of our lives
    we were born and raised in a summer haze
    bound by the surprise of our glory days

    ☆★repeat

    nothing compares / no worries or cares
    regrets and mistakes they’re memories made
    who would have known / how bittersweet / this would taste?

    ★repeat x2

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• out here on our own
  irene cara
  justmerex

  • sometimes we wonder: where we’ve been
    who we are; do we fit in?
    make believing / is hard alone
    out here, on our own

    we’re always proving / who we are
    always reaching / for that bright star
    to guide us far / shine us home
    out here, on our own

    ☆when we’re down / feeling blue
    　we close our eyes / so we can be with you
    　oh baby be strong for us; baby belong to us
    　help us through, help us need you

    until the morning sun appears
    making light of all our fears
    we dry the tears we’ve never shown
    out here on our own

    ☆repeat

    sometimes we wonder: where we’ve been
    who we are; do we fit in?
    we might not win; but we can’t be thrown
    out here, on my own
    out here / on my own

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• crazy
  patsy cline

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• poaching
  • traditional practice of tabu – marking a portion of fishing ground off limits – is helping preserve fiji’s reefs for future generations
    kurt johnson 2020
    theguardian.com/world/2020/jun/20/cultural-tabu-how-an-ancient-ocean-custom-is-saving-fijis-reefs

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• not yet read

  • the wisdom of insecurity: a message for an age of anxiety
    alan watts 1951

  • the way of zen
    alan watts 1957

  • the book: on the taboo against knowing who you are
    alan watts 1966

  • the antidote: happiness for people who can’t stand positive thinking
    oliver burkeman 2012

  • one hundred years of solitude
    gabriel garcía márquez 1967

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• not recommended

  • who moved my cheese?: an amazing way to deal with change in your work and in your life
    spencer johnson 1999

  • rule makers, rule breakers: how tight and loose cultures wire our world
    michele gelfand 2018

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• song in my head
  emma wallace
  youtube

  • i’ve this song in my head and i know the tune
    but i don’t know the words
    to say that the song in my head is you
    and it’s the best i’ve ever heard

    it keeps me humming with a grin on my face
    i even tap my foot if there’s enough space
    but...

    if you don’t feel the same way just let it be said
    and i’ll get this song out of my head

    but if somehow this song thing is going both ways
    and i’m in your mind too
    much for you to be happy with me far away
    then we both know what to do

    and think of all of the fun
    if we played each other on repeat one
    but...

    if you don’t feel the same way just let it be said
    and i’ll get this song out of my head

    what if i’m the only one of us who fell
    how will i find a song that i love so well?
    but...

    if you don’t feel the same way just let it be said
    and i’ll get this song out of my head

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• 別れの予感
  wakarenoyokan
  teresa teng
  youtube

  • 漢字

    • 泣き出してしまいそう　痛いほど好きだから
      どこへも行かないで　息を止めてそばにいて
      身体からこの心　取り出してくれるなら
      あなたに見せたいの　この胸の想いを
      教えて　悲しくなるその理由
      あなたに触れていても
      信じること　それだけだから
      海よりも　まだ深く
      空よりも　まだ青く
      あなたをこれ以上　愛するなんて
      わたしには　出来ない
      もう少し綺麗なら　心配はしないけど
      わたしのことだけを　見つめていて欲しいから
      悲しさと引き換えに　このいのち出来るなら
      わたしの人生に　あなたしかいらない
      教えて　生きることのすべてを
      あなたの言うがままに
      ついてくこと　それだけだから
      海よりも　まだ深く
      空よりも　まだ青く
      あなたをこれ以上　愛するなんて
      わたしには　出来ない
      あなたをこれ以上　愛するなんて
      わたしには　出来ない

  • english

    • 泣き出してしまいそう　痛いほど好きだから
      NAkiDAshiteshimaisou ITAihodoSUKIdakara
      i will end up crying, because i love you so much that hurts

      どこへも行かないで　息を止めてそばにいて
      dokoemoIkanaide IKIwoTOmetesobaniite
      don’t go anywhere, ’till my breath stops, stay by my side

      身体からこの心　取り出してくれるなら
      KARADAkarakonoKOKORO TOriDAshitekurerunara
      can you take this heart from my body and give me?

      あなたに見せたいの　この胸の想いを
      anataniMIsetaino konoMUNEnoOMOiwo
      i want to show you the feelings inside this heart

      教えて　悲しくなるその理由
      OSHIete KANAshikunarusonoWAKE
      tell me the reason why i get sad?

      あなたに触れていても
      anataniFUreteitemo
      even if i touch you

      信じること　それだけだから
      SHINjirukoto soredakedakara
      i believe it’s only because it is

      海よりも　まだ深く
      UMIyorimo madaFUKAku
      even deeper than the sea

      空よりも　まだ青く
      SORAyorimo madaAOku
      even bluer than the sky

      あなたをこれ以上　愛するなんて
      anatawokoreIJOU aisurenante
      i can’t love you

      わたしには　出来ない
      watashiniwa DEKInai
      more than this

      もう少し綺麗なら　心配はしないけど
      mouSUKOshiKIREInara SHIMPAIwashinaikedo
      if i was a little bit prettier i wouldn’t worry that much

      わたしのことだけを　見つめていて欲しいから
      watashinokotodakewo MItsumeteiteHOshiikara
      i wish you to stare only at me

      悲しさと引き換えに　このいのち出来るなら
      KANAshisatoIkiKAeni konoinochiDEKIrunara
      you can change all the sadness in this life

      わたしの人生に　あなたしかいらない
      watashinoJINSEIni anatashikairanai
      i definitely don’t need anything else in my life that’s not you

      教えて　生きることのすべてを
      OSHIete Ikirukotonosubetewo
      teach me how to live completely

      あなたの言うがままに
      anatanoYUugamamani
      i’ll do just the way you say

      ついてくこと　それだけだから
      tsuitekukoto soredakedakara
      just because it is

      海よりも　まだ深く
      UMIyorimo madaFUKAku
      even deeper than the sea

      空よりも　まだ青く
      SORAyorimo madaAOko
      even bluer than the sky

      あなたをこれ以上　愛するなんて
      anatawokoreIJOU aisurunante
      i can’t love you

      わたしには　出来ない
      watashiniwa DEKInai
      more than this

      あなたをこれ以上　愛するなんて
      anatawokoreIJOU aisurunante
      i can’t love you

      わたしには　出来ない
      watashiniwa DEKInai
      more than this

• 悲しみと踴らせて

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• corruption is natural in the same way that death is natural; the same way that beauty and birth is natural.

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• loss

  • they invent science and philosophy and religion and time all in an effort to regain what is lost.

  • “the way i look at loss, is that it is a two sided coin. you cannot feel the pain of losing something or someone without also recognizing the beauty that thing or person held for you. so even though it hurts to have lost that bottle of wine, remember that it is the love of your grandparents that made the bottle special for you. that love, and those memories, are things no one will ever be able to take from you.”

  • although at times we may perceive things like loss, scarcity, and death very keenly, this does not mean that they are the source nor the most important things in the world. as much as he implied it, darwin may have been wrong to assume these, in natural selection, as the attendants to evolution.

  • loss and climate change: the cost of parallel narratives
    rosemary randall 2009
    doi.org/10.1089/eco.2009.0034

    freudian, but good introduction to some different models of loss which may be keeping people from moving on, or from experiencing climate change as anything other than a major disaster

  • physical damage sometimes can't be repaired, e.g. running damage to legs or hearing damage to ears, so take special care.

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• to love you more
  celine dion
  youtube

  • ☆we’ll be / waiting for you / here inside our hearts
    　we’re the ones / who want to love you more
    　we will cherish together / everything we need
    　let us be / the ones to love you more

    (instrumental)

    take me / back into the arms I love
    need me / like you did before
    touch me once again / and remember when
    there was no–one that you wanted more

    (chords start)

    don’t go / you know you’ll break my heart
    she won’t / love you like I will
    I’m the one who’ll stay / when she walks away
    and you know I’ll be standing here still

    ☆chorus

    see me / as if you never knew
    hold me / so you can’t let go
    just believe in me / I will help you see
    all the things that your heart wants to know

    ☆chorus

    and some way / all the love that we had / can be saved
    whatever it takes / we’ll find a way

    (instrumental)

    believe me (believe me) / I will help you see (ooh～)
    all the things that your heart wants to know

    ☆ chorus

    oh～ (x4)

    • 20070306, 20161011

  • taro hakase live
    Link: m.youtube.com/watch

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• economic/social obligation as reproduction limiter: as populations “develop”, their birth rate declines. but why? one reason not much researched is link to increase in life expectancy — as we live longer, we use more resources individually, so less can be devoted to children. older parents caring less for grandchildren, but rather needing care themselves. exploitatative measures in favour of older population reduce allocation for younger — expensive end–of–life care rather than schools, escapist fantasy instead of looking to future. in a way it might be irrelevant that they are manipulated by bad actors, because it is the concentration of power, the low diversity of power, which is the root cause. that concentration of power can be easily manipulated by bad actors.

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• gain and loss, scarcity and abundance
  • life evaluation based on this, perhaps from resource and mate scarcity
  • scarcity as driver, but only in scarce conditions.
  • rarity, or, alternatively, abundance, are often used as markers of value. indeed, the previous sentence makes use of this assumed correspondence, via the word often.
  • in a similar way, what we do not encounter is devalued, is given less value, if it is assigned any value at all. this is an error of our judgement, not a valid representation of reality.
  • a fair number of our errors in judgement come from this kind of convolution in our understanding. from the neglect of our language to the neglect of time, or rather, of change.
  • measuring worthiness by power is wrong, so too with uniqueness.
  • illusory limit of human recall often assumed to be what we can consciously recall. this illusory limit is then fought for as a scarce resource by spells, habits, ideas — that wish to monopolise the resource and perpetuate themselves in other people. in reality our learning is not limited to what we can consciously recall — nor are our resources and abilities limited this way
  • I tend to use resources only when I need to, so that others with greater need have opportunity
  • one of the odd things about being a supposedly rare kind of person (an honest, trustworthy and incorruptible one) is that people don't quite know how to deal with you because they feel they are different to you.
  • more or less of something does not make it better or worse. more, less, better, worse, things, doing, making, being — these are all illusions

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• 白いカイト
  my little lover

  • 漢字

    • 悲しみの言葉は 全部すてたい
      愛はひとつの言葉では 語れないけど
      悲しくなる程 誰かを愛したい
      それに気づかぬフリをして 時は流れた

      そして今 Chance Chance Chance 逃している
      自分ばかりが目につく
      世界は私だけおいて 回り続ける

      空は夏の色に染まる 白いカイトも揺れている
      心の中つないだ 恋のタイトロープ 渡りたい

      誰かの言葉に 惑わされぬように
      そして誰かの痛みから 逃げ出さぬように

      暗闇を Knock Knock Knock してる気持ち
      手探りして あせってる
      だけど心は探してる かさねあう瞬間を

      雲の切れ間からこぼれる 輝く予感を集めて
      ここで今 鼓動打ち 呼吸してる oh my soul

      夕暮れの空に向かって 少年はカイト上げてる
      まるで地球と話をしてるみたいさ なめらかに

      ここで今 鼓動打ち 呼吸してる oh my soul

      銀色の波に向かって 白いカイトは揺れている
      まるで宇宙とダンスをしてるみたいさ 永遠に

  • eng

    • 悲しみの言葉は 全部すてたい
      KANAshiminoKOTOBAwa ZENBUsutetai
      i want to throw away all words of sadness
      愛はひとつの言葉では 語れないけど
      AIwahitotsunoKOTOBAdewa KATArenaikedo
      but for love i cannot talk with just one word
      悲しくなる程 誰かを愛したい
      KANAshikunaruHODO DAREkawoAIshitai
      i want to love someone even if i become sad
      それに気づかぬフリをして 時は流れた
      soreniKIzukanufuriwoshite TOKIwaNAGAreta
      pretend that time never moved on

      そして今 chance chance chance 逃している
      soshiteIMA chancechancechance NOGAshiteiru
      and now chance chance chance is missing only myself is noticeable
      自分ばかりが目につく
      JIBUNbakarigaMEnitsuku
      leaving just me
      世界は私だけおいて 回り続ける
      SEKAIwaWATASHIdakeoite MAWAriTSUZUkeru
      the world continues to spin

      空は夏の色に染まる 白いカイトも揺れている
      SORAwaNATSUnoIROniSOmaru SHIROikaitomoYUreteiru
      the sky is dyed with the color of summer a white kite is swaying
      心の中つないだ 恋のタイトロープ 渡りたい
      KOKOROnoNAKAtsunaidaKOInotaitoroopu WATAritai
      i want to cross the tight rope of love that’s tied in my heart

      誰かの言葉に 惑わされぬように
      DAREkanoKOTOBAni MADOwasarenuyouni
      not to be puzzled by someone’s words
      そして誰かの痛みから 逃げ出さぬように
      soshiteDAREkanoITAmikara NIgeDAsanuyouni
      and not to run away from someone’s pain

      暗闇を knock knock knock してる気持ち
      KURAYAMIwo knockknockknock shiteruKIMOchi
      the feeling of knocking on darkness
      手探りして あせってる
      TESAGUrishiteasetteru
      i am fumbling and impatient
      だけど心は探してる かさねあう瞬間を
      dakedoKOKOROwaSAGAshiteru kasaneauTOKIwo
      however my heart is searching for the overlapping time

      雲の切れ間からこぼれる 輝く予感を集めて
      KUMOnoKIreMAkarakoboreru KAGAYAkuYOKANwoATSUmete
      collecting the glittering presentiment overflowing from the rift in the clouds
      ここで今 鼓動打ち 呼吸してる oh my soul
      kokodeIMA KODOUUchi KOKYUUshiteru oh my soul
      here now my soul is beating and breathing

      夕暮れの空に向かって 少年はカイト上げてる
      YUUGUrenoSORAniMUkatte SHOUNENwakaitoAgeteru
      facing the evening sky a boy is flying a kite
      まるで地球と話をしてるみたいさ なめらかに
      marudeCHIKYUUtoHANASHIwoshiterumitaisa namerakani
      as if speaking to the earth smoothly

      ここで今 鼓動打ち 呼吸してる oh my soul
      kokodeIMA KODOUUchi KOKYUUshiteru oh my soul
      here now my soul is beating and breathing

      銀色の波に向かって 白いカイトは揺れている
      GIN-IROnoNAMIniMUkatte SHIROikaitowaYUreteiru
      facing the silver waves a white kite is swaying
      まるで宇宙とダンスをしてるみたいさ 永遠にmarudeUCHUUtodansuwoshiterumitaisa EIENni
      as if dancing with the universe, eternally

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• traps
  • sunk costs — pretend you are starting anew
  • ownership — pretend you don't own it
  • fear of loss — look beyond the cost that is in front of you
  • habit — scrap all and build from scratch

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variance of abundance through time

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• hafnium Hf (hafnia, copenhagen)
• jung–freud
  • blocking a lightning kick with two swords
  • gunbuster training robot
• GB
• http link back to 00100